Fuck Fuck Fuck suffer SUFFER suffer !!!!!

i'm suffering.... very suffer....

no matter what i do what i say....

she still wan me quit and accompany her...

i hate her...

1stly i just a bit hate her....

now.... she keep doing this to me....

it's make me more hate.... very hate...

suffer...very suffer...

how dare she say what stress do i have , just quit and wait sem 2 then together join cocu....

i wan finish it early ... besides i got my favour.... swimming....

will she join??

i dun think so.... if i quit... next sem she will force me follow her....

now.... i'm freedom from home.... but i dun wan jump into another suffer....

i must not be quit....

i told her join hong ning them... but she excused tat they got their activity....

but she still can join.... the problem is she dun wan do it...

almost everything is i did... ask lecture quiz... ask for information....

she shame then i also shame...she said i din think about her feeling... then does she think about my feeling???

i admit it.... the communication between i and e ling is damn....

i dun wan speak to her about my thinking just like i dun wan told she i join swimming.... but at least i told her at the last minutes...i din droped her.... just her bad luck... it's full when she went to register...then this is my fault?? untill scold me lan jiao... i knew u rude... but there has a limit....i hope u go to learn "RESPECT"!!!! Respect to ur friend..... it's important in every relation...

I DUN WAN QUIT !!!! TAT'S MY DECISION !!!!
FINAL DECISION....

match or not match

i wan swimming u wan volley ball....
at the end, we still not same...
then u blamed me i droped u...
how come....
k... all my fault...
cos no matter what i say....
all that are not a reason to u...
the only reason is i droped u...
nothing to say...
just continue to be a fake friend...

谁的错？？

when i heard tat u said lan jiao!!! i'm very angry... what did i do??
u said i din wait u to register but i also just finish registered...
then u ask me what i choose then i said is swimming then u said i followed xian...
but in factly , i din loh... xian is table tennis... i'm not same with xian
but i same with sook... but in case is sook also is interesting on it and the time we can match...
tat's y i go to swimming with sook....
and now u wan talk to me...
then i honestly tell u what i'm thinking...
then u said i din care u.. i'm self-fish...
u asked me tat is tat all is ur fault???
i din said tat... i just angry about ur rude...
i know u always talk with like no manners..
but it's ok to me... but this time u said lan jiao.... tat is i can't accept!!!
u said i must follow some1 either is sook or xian...
but my interest in swimming and sook also like it... tat's y we together..
u dun wan swimming and i dun wan volley ball...
the final result tat is we still "pisah"....
then u said i droped u alone... u are so pity cos by me...
then tat mean all my fault and i cos she alone....
u said i made u cried cos by this...
and u said last time i made u angry but u still forgave me... and she din droped me when i made she angry... and u still ask ur friend to drive me to college...but dun u know tat i also can go to college by ktm and lrt...
connclusion is i made u angry until cried on last night and this all cos by me...
i dun wan argue on this topic again... just forget it all...
but u said u so k about i droped u... and said i din think about ur situation...
what u wan i to do??? huh!!!!!

40年前的RM1

malaysia RM 1 dollar.... about 40 years ago....
and singapore RM 1 (coin and paper) about 40 years ago...
tonight i saw it...
in my grandma iron box...
the iron box was very old....
wow...
amazing!!!
saved in my phone...
kaka

starting 1st semester

17 may 2010
1st course attended is QS...
a bit nervous...
and i was late cos by the student id card...
made me rushing time...
but lucky isn't missed any note...
hahha..
just feel tired , tired and tired...
i tumpang yi qing...
so tat i can early went back home...
then this afternoon was busying with taking notes from tarc website , photostat and help my grandma.... macam biasa tak bath , dinner , pils..... tired!!! tomorrow still have to go to tarc...
i'm think i won't have any free time to write a blog any more...
but i'll try cos to record my college life...
college life is always rush....
pergi sini pergi sana....
kaki ..... SANGAT SAKIT !!!!

very tired to tidy kitchen

last saturday and sunday were damn tired....

cos set up an air cond for my grandma....

then have to clean up all the kitchen...

now,got air cond for my grandma then she won't cakap banyak anymore...

the important thing is my pant was broken when i was cleaning...

big hole !!!!

my leg very pain...

then these saturday and sunday just do these... cannot go out like other...

frend always free on saturday and sunday...

but...

i wasn't.... always busy on saturday and sunday...

when i can be free at saturday and sunday??

i'm think may be 3 or 5 yrs later...

still blur....

i'm still dun have a friend from e-commerce and marketing except ye ling lah...

i'm really wan to know more friends of e-commerce and marketing...

blur , blur and blur....

i'm hope this problem will be solve as soon as possible....

god must bless me , pls !!! ~.~

想了很久！！

我想了很久!!
我还做了比较!!
E-commerce & marketing
1)很有兴趣than marketing
2)总觉得有发展性
3)may can become a SOHO
4)subjects between e-commerce & marketing and marketing,i'm more like and interesting on e-commerce & marketing

虽然有些负的因素，但如果我转课又好像认输!!
在marketing,有娴这位朋友是好!!
但我的心是E-commerce & marketing.

so,i'm made my decision.No matter how trouble is xx , i still will go on!!!
i hope i'm not made a wrong decision.
finally,i really choose E-commerce & marketing!!!

starting my college life

开学了！！但对我来说是开心的！！但是我又发现了一些东西是令人不开心的！！开这blog是为了记录college生活的点点滴滴！！但有时间我才会写哦！！